**About Me★★
There's really not much to say honestly. My name is Courtnee and I like working on this site. Music is my favorite thing in the whole world.Contact me through my guestbook if you have any questions or if you just want to say hi.

**Fun Facts About Me★★
🌻 My favorite Smashing Pumpkins video is Rocket
🌻 My favorite season of Friends is season 10
🌻 I love joining internet cliques
🌻 My favorite South Park character is Butters
🌻 I love the rain

**Disclaimer★★
Sometimes I post depressing stuff, but not to worry, it’s just my way of expressing my emotions.

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🌧 last.fm
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**Blog Entries★★

{July 21st, 2024} @ 4:07 PM ☆

Sorry for the lack of updates, I've been busy. Tomorrow I will start my third week of work, and tomorrow is also my birthday. Instead of feeling excited, I feel more anxious. I feel like I can't do anything and just want to get hit by a truck or something. Is that normal? I really don't know how to feel... I just hope that I can get through it and be really good at it. Also, I don't know what I'm gonna do on my birthday. I will probably just work. Haha. I want more exciting things. Life's getting boring. Oh, and I've been thinking about my old crush from elementary school, so from way way back. I looked him up and it's not like, he's getting cuter or anything. But it's kinda weird because about 2 weeks ago I had a dream about him. Huh.

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{July 7th, 2024} @ 4:38 AM ☆

Today I wanted to talk about one of my favorite albums; Copacetic by Velocity Girl. I first listened to this album in November of 2022. I had just arrived in London, and it was raining. I was listening to Spotify and one of the tracks from this album came on. How fitting. I thought it was a good sign. I fell in love with this album. I also have this perfume that I associate with this album, and it is my favorite perfume. I just bought a new one. The combination of Copacetic and that perfume reminds me of that peaceful time in 2022 that I will probably never get back. Also, it has been raining heavily this past week, and heavy rain always reminds me of Copacetic.
On more exciting news about Copacetic, a reissue called "UltraCopacetic" will be released next month. I'm so excited. I wish I could have the physical copy of it, but listening on streaming would be enough for me.

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{July 5th, 2024} @ 8:23 AM ☆
Found some really great links today... most of them (ok, maybe all of them) are dead links and are only available to see using the Wayback Machine, so have fun!
♡ spiritsoardreaming : a guide to dreampop and shoegazer music
♡ DreamPop Links
♡ april skies : the jesus and mary chain fansite
♡ Velocity Girl @ Sub Pop

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{July 5th, 2024} @ 7:01 AM ☆
So I got back from America on Monday, and currently experiencing a jet lag. I went to California and visited some cities/towns there (Los Angeles, San Diego, Vista, and Carlsbad, as far as I remember lol). California (especially LA) was exactly how I imagined it to be. It was fun, just that I had some stupid drama with my narcissistic mom, but hey, I wouldn't pass a trip to the US just for that silly little thing, even though I would much rather travel by myself, or with my dad, because he's a much better person (sorry I'm bias). Anyway, I'm pretty excited about starting my new job on Monday. I get to escape home for a little while, so yay. And speaking of America, I don't know if I would want to live there, it's a fun place to travel though, but I don't know, man... and I hope this jet lag thing will be over soon because if it's still happening when I'm working, I'm fucked.

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{June 17th, 2024} @ 9:46 AM ☆
I guess you could call this... a post-ception? Crossposting? Well, anyway, I was reading this post on komakino fanzine about the movie Half-Cocked (1994), and while not caring much about the movie, I pay more attention to the soundtrack because of Polvo and Helium, and other badass bands. And thankfully, I Hate The 90s has the album. I'm currently listening to it, and yes, it is fantastic. Will I go see the movie? I don't know... It looks cool though.

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{June 15th, 2024} @ 9:35 PM ☆
Just feel like updating the blog... heh. Today was pretty good, I was in a good mood pretty much the whole day. Also, it was raining today, which I freaking love.
Today I found out that Incubus put out the 23rd anniversary edition of Morning View... saw it on Spotify, decided to check it out. They titled it "Morning View XXIII" to make it look cooler I guess. Incubus was the band that I kinda forgot about. I loved them back then, and I put up a "Morning View Sessions" playlist on Spotify, based on an... unplugged session they did? I don't even remember! But anyway, back to the 23rd anniversary edition of Morning View. I listened to the first track expecting a remastered version or something.... but no, I think they re-recorded it because the vocals sounded different, and I'm not really into it. So I'm just listening to the original album right now, for nostalgia's sake! Hehe. But I don't know, I'll probably listen to the 23rd anniversary edition later. Maybe. Also, why 23rd? Why not 20th, or 25th?

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{June 6th, 2024} @ 11:07 PM ☆
Found out about bearblog today. Interesting stuff... maybe I'll use it someday, but for now I'm just gonna stick to this page for blogging. And I'll link it on my link page.

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{June 4nd, 2024} @ 12:56 AM ☆
Check out this button I made using sadgrl's button maker.

Maybe one day I'll make a proper button for this site. Or maybe someone would kindly donate a button? :O)

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{June 3nd, 2024} @ 4:47 PM ☆
I still think about that young Hole fan who died in an accident in 2001 occasionally. She was only 21~22. I was looking at her journal and clearly everything looked normal and she didn't know what was coming for her. And she died in the same month, on around the 20s I think. It's incredibly sad.

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{June 2nd, 2024} @ 10:46 PM ☆
I wanted to see what status.cafe was all about after seeing a widget on someone's Neocities page. I tried to register and I was told to activate my account through a link they sent to my email. I never got it, and it's been 2~3 days now, and I have checked everywhere, so I can't even log in to my account, and I can't contact an admin or customer service. The forum only lets you post only if you can log in to your account. Nobody's posting anything on Twitter, Google, Reddit, nothing! If anyone knows anything about it, please let me know. Thanks.

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{May 30th, 2024} @ 6:25 PM ☆
Today I purchased two compilations on Bandcamp. Sampler 1: Records For The Working Class and Sampler 2: Records For The Working Class 2. They're supposed to be free because Deep Elm is cool like that... but I felt like supporting them because they're one of my favorite labels. So get on there and get your own copy my friend...

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{May 28th, 2024} @ 10:56 PM ☆
Oh man, I can't stop listening to this song, or should I say, part of the song? Because it's not the full song. And let's be real, the first half of the song is boring af. lol. I don't know if that video will work in every part of the world, because sometimes it doesn't. Well, you know what to do. I wish Billie would make more songs like that. Damn, it's so good.

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{May 28th, 2024} @ 2:26 PM ☆
Great news everyone; I got a new job and it's a remote job with a decent pay! So it's basically my dream job. I just gotta get through the probation period and then I'll be all set. I hope everything goes well and I don't fuck things up, heh. Because you know I tend to do that.In other news, I'll be flying to the US before I start my new job. This doesn't have anything to do with the job, just a tiny lil holiday. I'm not sure if we're going to NY or CA, but probably CA. I was kinda hoping that we'd go to NY but oh well. I've never been to the US anyway so that's pretty exciting. Life does get better! You just gotta be patient...

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{May 27th, 2024} @ 10:36 PM ☆
Well this is officially my first blog entry on faded morning. I don't have much to blog about, just that I'm in the process of moving everything from my Tumblr to here. So yeah. Also, I'm still contemplating whether or not I should put a cliques page on this site since I'm not sure if it's possible for me to do that? I'll probably have to find a tutorial for that.And here's song of the day for you: Broken Hearts Are Blue - Because I Am

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scented // tiramisu

My song is AUDREY'S EYES

This Barbie is a 1990s lover!

aromatic // coffee

My favorite beverage is Hazelnut Latte

My girls are Tear in Your Hand and Past the Mission

caffeineNATION ☕︎ vanilla latte

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**For Bill★★for William...

★★TODAY★★Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get outI wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving faceToday is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get outPink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stingsToday is
Today is
Today is
The greatest dayI want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn youToday is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever really known

I'm thinking of you, Bill. I miss you so much ♡

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